My roomie and I were having a conversation the other night and I was telling her how I wrote the entry the other day asking men to beat it. I'm explained that I'm in eff it mode and how I don't feel like I have to explain myself to anyone, especially a man. Sidenote: the woman I am today is nothing like the woman I was 4 months ago (actually lets take it back to age 14- four months ago...12 loooong years). I used to bend over backwards for men and always accommodate. Sadly, I didn't realize how much of a catch I was and always felt like it would be the end of the world if my man and I broke up...ummm...yeah I'm going to stop here because this could go on for days and really needs to be explored on someone's couch, not my blog.
An-ty-ways, my roomie listened to me vent and summed up my mood in one word: nesting. For those of you who don't know, the nesting period is the time right before a woman has a baby. She kind of withdraws from everyone and is completely engrossed in creating the space for the baby in her home. My roomie explained to me that I've already gotten preggers (i.e. wrote the book) and the editing phase I'm in now is my nesting period.
Makes total sense to me :) I can't wait for everyone to read my baby Fat Kills.
Lol sorry sidenote: does anyone remember that show Empty Nest? I soooo had a crush on Dr. Weston ran-dom-i-know! I think I loved the show so much because it was a spinoff of the greatest show in life... GOLDEN GIRLS... yes I know the theme song, down to the instrumental interludes, down to Blanche's shoulder shimmy. And yes I get hype whenever they do the breakdown verse twice and equally pissed if they don't do the breakdown at all. Finally, yes I watch it on Oxygen, Hallmark, Lifetime, and WeTV. Don't worry Golden Girls fans, I will dedicate an entire post to my love of Blanche, Rose, Dorothy and Sophia...lol and Stan's ass with that damn hair piece!
